A few letters

Dear Lakers,

I hope you lose.

Dear KayCee's back,

Please feel better, like right now. I'm about ready to go crazy if I have to deal with this pain for one more day.

Dear weekend,

Please get here sooner.

Dear boys,

Why did you all choose around the same time to act all weird.

Dear Utah weather,

Please decide if it's summer, winter or spring. Don't change your mind each hour of the day.

Dear books,

I can't believe I've started two of you and two weeks later I'm still not done. I promise you're good, let's blame the back for not being able to sit long enough to read.

Dear patience,

Do you enjoy testing me with all this stuff at once?

Dear Apple,

Must you release the most amazing looking phone a week before my birthday to tempt me even more?

Dear Ice Cream,

I love you, why do you have to make me sick though?

Dear Brownies & Cake & Cookies,

Don't worry I still love you more then ice cream.

Dear Diet Coke,

Can you believe how well we've done in our recent venture of parting ways?

Dear allergies,

Why do you still have to bother me when I'm on a prescription to eliminate you?

Dear insurance companies,

Let's not even start...

Dear cardboard boxes,

Next time you decide to fall out of a truck on a freeway, make sure my brand new car with no scratches isn't behind you.

Dear Mazda,

Please fix the scratch the stupid box made :)

Dear roommates,

I swear its 40 degrees in our house. Is it really only me that's always cold?

Dear Mr. Korver,

I pretty much love you. I know you'd feel the same the second you knew I existed :)

Sincerely, KayCee

Time reflections

Do you ever wish you could go back in time? Do you ever wonder if one single silly choice in life could possibly change everything? This is a topic where if you think too far into it, your head will spin. I'm reading a book right now called The Golden Spiral, its about these people who've traveled through time and one of them (the bad guy) tries to go back in time to change the main characters life around. She remembers her real past, but her family and friends only believe what he's changed. I've just been thinking about that lately, especially the time of life I'm in and all the big choices I'm required to make at my age. And I'm not necessarily just talking about the bad decisions. For example my major, going to school for anything is obviously a good thing. Well, what if I choose the wrong one for me. Sure, I have a degree, but was it the right choice? Overall, I'm glad there's no time travel, but I will admit there are definitely moments I wish I could change. And I still miss my Grandma like crazy. One thing I do wish is go back in time and spend more of it with her, especially these last few months. She was one of the few people I could tell everything to and I never had to worry about what she thought of me, I really miss her.